Okay. Really?

Dear Drivers in the Gem State,

Contrary to what seems to be a serious misconception around here, STOPPING at a RED LIGHT is not considered optional!!! Come on, people... You're going to kill someone.

Yours truly,
Jill

And... The Announcement

I will be moving back to the Salt Lake area the last week of January. Holy cow!!

Also, I will be getting a dog. Name submissions welcome. Try to be literary.

BIG Decisions

I've spent the past few years wondering how to make being an adult stop. No luck, but I still refer to "when I grow up..." Anyway, I don't like making big decisions, which is sort of important being a sort-of grown-up and all. Well, I'm currently faced with another. The thing is, I know what I want to do, but I'm not sure how to do it. This is one of those being single things that gets annoying; it would be nice for something to be "our decision" rather than "my decision." Just saying. One of my favorite people in Meridian, Cindy, and I had a talk about this a few weeks ago. She is a tender mercy in my life. From the day I met her, I've felt comfortable talking with her and she's opened up to me. It's nice to have a friend who understands what it's like. I am thankful for Cindy and so many others over the years I've been able to talk with about things that I can't process on my own.

Well, expect an announcement soon. :)

Looking Back

2009 was kind of a big year for me. Here are some of the headlines.

I completed my Masters of Science in Speech Language Pathology, with pretty darn good grades, I might add. This was rather bittersweet for me. I've been on the University of Utah campus in some capacity since August 2001. I love it there. I have favorite spots to sit and eat, read, think, talk, freak in, and freak out. I know which drinking fountains are okay and which should be avoided like locust. I've witnessed the change of two bathrooms in the Union from women's to men's and discovered one of those in quite the wrong way. In my time both on campus and at the world's best Institute (old building and new, thank you) I've formed lasting and treasured friendships. I think back on every class, meeting, and concert with fondness.

I got to go to two Temple Open Houses, twice to Draper and once to Oquirrh Mountain. In addition to sharing those experiences with my family (including my future bro-in-law), I was able to go with some of my favorite girlfriends and share some of my beliefs with friends of other faiths. I love learning about others' beliefs and discovering how much we truly have in common.

I was able to do two really great externships with amazing supervisors, who have forever shaped me as a clinician. Hooray for Cara and Verna!!

I sang in General Conference, which I've always wanted to do. What an awe-inspiring experience!!

I danced in parking lots and parking terraces and laughed with wonderful girls.

I learned that the shin splints I've had since high school weren't shin splints at all. One surgery and nearly a month in boots that Cossacks would envy later, I was finally able to walk fast without my ankles randomly not working right.

I interviewed for several different positions and ended up in Idaho. I'm blessed to have Katie, Jarom, and their boys up here. I've really missed seeing them more than once or twice a year. I also have a great apartment.

I learned how much I love my family. I thought I knew, but I didn't until I had the pains of missing them. Most important part of this lesson: I'd never want to spend eternity without them. I can't imagine an existence without them.

I bought my first car. Totally not the car I was dreaming of, but it's a step up in most ways from what I've been driving. I have a black 2005 Jetta. My next car, though, will have heated seats. I hate having a cold bum and back.

My mom got some mixed news on her health, but basically good. Heidi finally got an answer, now we're just waiting for a solution. We keep praying.

My nephews continue to be an extraordinary blessing in my life. Jon was baptized. Mark loves first grade and is a fast reader. Eric sang "Wosty the Noman" to me on the phone. (Consonant Cluster Reduction strikes again.)

I'm grateful for all I learned in 2009, even the difficult lessons. I'm excited to see what 2010 has in store.

Ring out, wild bells, to the wild sky,

The flying cloud, the frosty light;

The year is dying in the night;

Ring out, wild bells, and let him die.

Ring out the old, ring in the new,

Ring, happy bells, across the snow:

The year is going, let him go;

Ring out the false, ring in the true.

Ring out the grief that saps the mind,

For those that here we see no more,

Ring out the feud of rich and poor,

Ring in redress to all mankind.

Ring out a slowly dying cause,

And ancient forms of party strife;

Ring in the nobler modes of life,

With sweeter manners, purer laws.

Ring out the want, the care the sin,

The faithless coldness of the times;

Ring out, ring out my mournful rhymes,

But ring the fuller minstrel in.

Ring out false pride in place and blood,

The civic slander and the spite;

Ring in the love of truth and right,

Ring in the common love of good.

Ring out old shapes of foul disease,

Ring out the narrowing lust of gold;

Ring out the thousand wars of old,

Ring in the thousand years of peace.

Ring in the valiant man and free,

The larger heart, the kindlier hand;

Ring out the darkness of the land,

Ring in the Christ that is to be.

-Alfred, Lord Tennyson (emphasis added)